This world soo bored seh. Play for a few yers sian le. Some people choose to suicide to end this "game". Do you realize you're not the only one that feels like that? I felt like that - any of us with any sense have felt like that -this life is not easy. Finances and relationships have been in such a mess that I could not see any way through them - I couldn't see any solution - I worried and thought and worried until I just wanted to blot it all out. xDThen I thought of the little Jewish girl standing in the shower waiting to be gassed by the Nazi guard in the Second world-war - he wrote before he died that he tried to separate her from her little brother but she said "leave him alone, my precious brother will die with me". I couldn't go another step towards suicide - if she in her hopeless, fatal situation could be that brave and dignified THEN SO CAN I - AND SO CAN YOU.

Of course you can't handle it - you were never meant to - but in this stupid world everyone thinks they can and makes us feel we can - you can't - and you're filled with pessimism because you think you can and ought. Can you put one foot in front of the other ? Have you ever thought how many bones and muscles worked together for you to take that simple step ? Of course, like all the rest of us, you just take that for granted - but somebody or some power held all your bones and muscles and nerves together - and holds them together now.

You can't kill yourself - because you don't belong to yourself - you didn't make yourself - you are a miracle - made of thousands of bones and muscles - and millions of cells - with eyes better than any camera - and a brain more complex than any computer. If you destroy yourself, you destroy something that no one in the world can make !

You want to end it all because you think you're the only one who can and ought to run your life - that's crazy - you have been put here to do something that no one else can - your maker has counted every hair on your head - and this is the greatest moment in your life FOR HIM - he has at last some chance of getting you to give up and let him do with you here what he originally wanted SO FORGET SUICIDE AND LET'S TALK ABOUT A WAY OUT !